before giving me the news fading lights and the hope that tomorrow will be better dies with the sun i laughed on the day my father died a woman told me i got her pregnant but had the abortion before giving me the news i congratulated her on making the best decision possible i have enough people that hate me already punish myself for existing i succumb to my demons late at night it's usually alcohol and porn sometimes i'm eating my emotions or on the fun nights i punish myself for existing they tell me they have pills that could help me i explain to them i don't mind being the martyr besides, my insurance won't cover anything that actually works J.J. Campbell (1976 - ?) is ...
Like the title says.