Hitting
I do not
know how many times my father hit
me with his
hand or kicked my backside. Oh,
there is
more than this to say about my father,
but this is the
time to say he swung at me in
the backseat,
a boy no more than eight, struck
glancing
blows. I had laughed, it bothered him.
At thirteen,
he sent an engraved, silver lighter
whizzing
past my ear as I fled a growling anger,
imbedding in
the solid wooden door, sticking
there
instead of in my head. Fifteen, he struck
me with the
back of his hand because I flinched
as he
reached in his jacket, kicked the back of
my legs for
infractions I could not comprehend.
He broke
yardsticks on my back, swung his belt
at me after
whipping it around his waist. Each
time he struck
the impact reverberated through
the years.
If the air is right, I feel the stinging on
my face or
head, not all I have of Dad, but part.
Robert Pope has published a novel, Jack’s Universe, and a collection of stories, Private Acts. He has also published many stories and personal essays in journals, including Kenyon Review, Alaska Quarterly Review, and Fiction International.
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